Went to Queentown's market to drink with Uncle Heng, Big Brother Star and Uncle Steven today. Drank like crazy, vomited blood and alcohol. Then she left me.. Just like that.. She left me.. Why? Nobody cares about me now.. Only Uncle Heng and Uncle Steven. Where have all of you gone too? Why must all of you leave? .....
Forget it.. Going down to Uncle Heng's gathering tomorrow. And to church at 10.30am the day after... Hais. What's happening to me? I hope I'm dying. It's torturous being alive.
