Past few days.

Past few days, been out with the Dragons only, pretty fun. Tonned. But going back to work soon. Sibei sian x.x

Today, played pool and k-box before going home. Holidays are f-ing boring. Tomorrow going down Uncle's shop.

Btw, girl, you have gone over the limit, you are pissing me off. I will kill everybody that lies to me. I dont give face. Girl, remember my fucking name and my motherfucking words.

Woken up.

Forget it.

Get even.

Wish me luck for my case. Going down to Jurong HQ tomorrow. Thanks to those who wished me well and prayed for me.

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When you get upset, get even.

Drinking againnn.

Had a small quarrel with father, so I left the house early. Went down to Uncle Steven's stall to talk cock sing song. Helped out at his stall until 4pm. Then cabbed to his house, went swimming.

Arounddd 5pm, went back to his stall and met up w Uncle Heng.. Brought me down to the church, had buffet and blahblahblah before heading back to the stall to drink with Uncle Steven, one ex-SSB officer and Uncle Heng. At there kpkb until 9pm then I leave liao. Going back there tomorrow at 9.30am.

Baron's - Number one la!

:D :D :D Yi ki tiong xim lang lang zai, sio li ti toh hia di zai.

I only believe in myself.

Why?

Went to Queentown's market to drink with Uncle Heng, Big Brother Star and Uncle Steven today. Drank like crazy, vomited blood and alcohol. Then she left me.. Just like that.. She left me.. Why? Nobody cares about me now.. Only Uncle Heng and Uncle Steven. Where have all of you gone too? Why must all of you leave? .....

Forget it.. Going down to Uncle Heng's gathering tomorrow. And to church at 10.30am the day after... Hais. What's happening to me? I hope I'm dying. It's torturous being alive.

What's happening to me siaaa! Knn.

These few days having mood swing sia. What's happening to me. Knn. Exams over I supposed to be happy. Now I so pissed off and feeling so fucked up. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY LA KNN. Frustrated and going CRAZY ALREADY LA. Fuck this la!

Happiness.

Was a good day today. Except for the fucking fact that I lost 17 sticks of cigarettes. Nvm, treat it as charity to those poor people who does not have enough money to buy their own. Happy because exams are gonna be over soon and that I'm one step closer to closing my case. Then can officially be a good boy already. :D I just realised this mid year exam is fucking easy, but I never study. Cheebye la. :(

Forget ittt. Ha.

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Hey girl, you were the best thing that came into my life. I hope you wont leave so soon, even though I know its inevitable. But.. Stay a little longer.. Please. :( Iloveyou.

Okay. Okay. OKAY LA!

Today wasss... Down, down, up, crazy, down, up, down.

Firstly, was very saddd in the morning. For certain reasons. Spammeddd a few sticks before heading to school. Thennn, was still very dowwwnnn until I saw the English paper, which was so f-ing easy can. Slept for more than half of the time given. After that, me and Leon went out of school to Uncle's shop just for a can of green tea and a bottle of bubble tea. Not forgetting; to hoohoo. Went back to school, thennn, got this stupid taijiii. And JUST NICE me and Leon feeling very boliao. So, we went to extra. :D I went to class to get Sharil and ShiPing, then went into the toilet where they were talking, thennn. Leon go BAM the guy. Then after that I go BAM, BAM, BAM, BAM the other guy. Then Leon BAM again before Shi Ping BAM too. Then Sharil watched a nice show. That was a happy incident, for us at least.

When I saw the Chem paper. Was easy at the first part. But at the back, can cry. -.- The covalent atom and ionic atom or whatever is velly the velly hard. Gave up at the last page. Slept until the thing ended. Went to 6C to hoohoo before me and Leon headed to the hawker to eat dry noodles and slack at Uncle's shop. Eat fullfull already walked over to NTUC block to hoohoo and chitchat before going home.

And here I am. Bored, miserable, and in pain. :(

I screwed Mid Year Exams up terribly.

Cheebyeee. I hate TODAY. Firstly, I screwed O-Maths 1st paper, secondly, my gastric acted up, thirdly, Benny Ong called my father, and lastly, idk, something's bothering me and I cant really figure out what. And its really FUCKING my mind upside down. Oh, and I feel this year's Mid Year is fucking hard.

Now I'm feeling stressed, sad, depressed and I'm very tired of everything.

Argh. Fuck this.

Schedule fucking packed during the week after the exams.

Saturday/Sunday: Church of our Saviour. (Dont ask why. -.- And I'm not Christian. I promised Ah Heng I would go. x.x)

Monday: Report to Jurong HQ and meet my IO.

Tuesday: Free trial session for Vandaboxing's Muay Thai at Havelock Road. (Probably going with Arron)

Wednesday: Should be going down to Clementi to meet Edmund bro they all.

Thursday: Registration for Vandaboxing's Muay Thai at Havelock Road. (Probably going with Arron)

Friday: Not sure? :l Probably out w DragonTrio.

Argh. Also need to prepare a chalet for the June holidays. Head want explode already.
If you are very free please come down pei me. Tyvm. x.x

Btw, those interested in Muay Thai orrr free to meet, call/SMS: 92332995.

Outofdahouse.

Woke up earlyyy today. 10am++! Quickly prepared to meet the other two Dragon brotherrrs and the two fucked up boys; Nicholas and Leon. Cheynola. Later they all come Wing Chun me x.x Then, blahblahblah, all met up at Great World's Macdonald, all of them arrived almost at the same time, YY and Arron came from Timah, Leon and Nic came from Pasir Panjang. The two fucked up boys started to bully me. :( After that;

Movie ticket counter,

Arcade,

Movie,

Hawker,

Leon, Nic and YY went off to Vivo, Arron going to Timah, so I accompanied Arron to bus stop. Then had a change of plans, me and Arron headed back to Great World just to pang sai.

Toilet,

Bus stop,

Homed after Arron went up the bus.

The end. Nothing to post. x.x

Fight.

Thought about it.. Not going to fight anymore unless its the only way out. :l Sigh. Matured? Maybe. Whenever I see a fight now, it gets boring already. Feels, childish. Fighting for no reason. Ugh, dk what's got to me. Ever since I found out I meant nothing to her, I thought about alot of stuff. And realised, many things I've done in the past were pointless, whether good or bad. Its time to just actually concentrate on myself, and my brothers. Smoke, slack, play. No more troubles, no more fights. Just peace.

You think you can eat me, come. Try.

The Dragons never quit. They fight on till they breathe their last.

Sometimes you feel tired, feel weak, and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength and just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up and not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.

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Its time we all realised nobody can protect us forever. We've got to learn to protect ourselves. We fight for our own survival. Fight to live, steal to eat. The Dragons will never split. For with brothers we become invincible. A bond that's unbreakable. We dont need a hundred men to fight hundred men. We only need the three of us, against the hundred. We never run when there is a problem smack in our face. We face it. We never run when challenged to a fight, we just fight. The thirst for blood, the hatred within our hearts, the anger inside us, and the desire to become the best of the best, is what motivates us to win every single fight, every single time. We never give up, we never collapse. We will be the best of the best, for our lives are intricately linked. Us being silent, doesn't mean we won't fight. We overcome our fears, and by removing all fear in our hearts, we have taken the first step of the thousand steps to be the best. Its not easy, but we will succeed. With the Dragons together, we will never lose. The world may stop turning, but the Dragons will never stop killing. Till the last breath, till the fire is extinguished, we will never fall from the skies.

Once a Dragon, always a Dragon. Defeat is unacceptable.

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